But How Will I Sleep

I take Von home in the morning. He calls me on my way to work. We text each other throughout the day. Even over text messaging he knows just how to make me smile. Rock calls while I’m at lunch. I can’t bring myself to answer.

8 PM
To the bar with Von, FB and Sassy. Drinking and darts. Although I love them both, FB and Sassy are a terrible couple. They fight constantly! And both play too many games. Sassy actually has the nerve to look at Von and I and say “Why do you guys always have to be so happy and lovey-dovey? Don’t you ever fight?” And she’s serious. Von tells her “It’s called love and support. You two should try it.”

12 PM
We leave the bar and Von insists he has to sleep at home tonight. I know he’s right. We’ve barely spent a night apart yet. Still that doesn’t make it any easier to kiss him goodbye. I’ve become quite accustomed to sleeping next to him. I love it. But I can tell he’s getting worried that we’re going to fast again, as am I. I feel like there’s something else on his mind too but I’m not sure what it is. I try to lure him with my feminine wiles but I can tell he’s serious so I drop it and kiss him goodbye. He makes me promise to call him when I get home. I do and we wish each other sweet dreams. I toss and turn the whole night wishing he was next to me. Talk about being frickin' spoiled!