The Last Few Days

I have to admit I've been feeling pretty sorry for myself, which is ridiculous. It's ok to miss Mr. No Show but I can't let it ruin me. I did cancel my date with #2. The guy who wanted to go out but had the same name as Mr. No Show. Just couldn't bring myself to do. Professor Stalker served as a good anger outlet. He has been calling and texting all weekend and it was nice to let my evil alter ego unleash on his stupid ass. Sure, all the anger probably shouldn't have been directed at him but he kept begging for it so there it is. I can't believe how stupid he is. And he's a teacher!!!!

Vanilla and I have been talking a lot more. And no, we are not getting back together. But he's a secure place I can hide out when I'm down. It feels good. It feels safe. I met two interesting people online. Actually spent most of last night messenging with one. We will call him Mason. He's pretty funny. Has some baggage but seems to be a cool guy. Doesn't live real close but that might be good for me right now. It's just chatting and it was a great distraction.