He Banged Me Like A Screen Door In Hurricane Andrew

FRIDAY
There is nothing to report except for the fact there is nothing to report. I haven't heard from MNS since his emails Tuesday night. The last email I got from him said he would probably be over Wednesday morning. Obviously he did not make it, or Thursday, or this morning. It sucks because I would've liked to see him before I left for the weekend but there is only so much I can do when his phone is off. I sent him an email each day to see how he was and got no response. If I don't hear from him by Monday I will start to freak out. Instead of being sad that I won't get to see him or talk to him I'm hoping it will be a nice little reminder for him. I like my life and I'm going to spend my weekend at home with the family. That makes me happy. He hates his life and he has to spend the weekend with the wife and possibly no contact with me. The bitchy girl in me is hoping that will be a little wake-up call for him and that he misses me terribly. Not sure if it will work or not but that's what I'm telling myself is going to go down.

I didn't hear from Mob yesterday. I assume he is still alive and recovering. I'm sure he'll call in the next few days when he can. In other ex news, I have decided to go after Von for some of my money. I sent him a myspace a few days ago asking for part of it. He read it but didn't reply. He has until Monday to make some effort and/or contact or I'm going to small claims court. And I won't just be asking for the $600 I brought up in my myspace message, I would go after all of it. Well, all that I can. He owes me over $5000 but I think the small claims limit is $3000. But hey, I haven't seen a penny yet despite his promises so anything would make me extremely happy at this point. I'm sure he won't pay and I'll be faced with the decision to send him to jail for contempt or not. What amuses me is that I know he thinks I would never follow through on that and send him to jail because I once loved him so. He has no idea how deep my "contempt" for him runs and I will do it in an instant if I win and he refuses to pay. Good times, good times.

9:30 AM
I get an email from MNS asking when I'm leaving for home and apologizing for slacking the last few days but they gave him meds for his back and they knock him out. He wonders what's going on with me and says he misses me. When he was over on Tuesday he had told me he was only taking ibuprofen for his back because he doesn't like taking pills. I'm feeling a little guilty right now. He was in pain already, came over and banged me like a screen door for an hour...so much that he missed his favorite past time of bowling that night and since has had to be put on medication to ease the pain. Oops, I fucked my boyfriend disabled. My bad. There go my hopes of a nooner at lunch if he can't move and can't stay awake. It would be like the night I lost my virginity all over again. Oh well. Hopefully he will heal by the time I return in three days.

Stupid guys keep blowing up my online box. I don't check the messages really. I just go in and clear them out when I have received a few dozen notifications that I have mail. Remember the guy that I met once and then he saw me downtown walking and freaked me out? Yeah, he has sent me six messages in the last three days. What is wrong with you? And where did you learn how to spell? What does this even say?! "imam okay ty for asking so i seen you in one of your frends boxws on here." Huh? Hooked on phonics worked for me, give it a try. Oh, and leave me alone! If I haven't answered your last 39 messages, I probably don't want to talk. Just a thought.

I considered texting Mason to see what he's up to tonight. I'll be going through his town and debated stopping to get a drink with him. He's been stressed out lately and needing to talk a lot and it would be fun to catch up and we're both cool on the friends level. Then I think about the last time I saw him and how I have no recollection of the evening and I'm pretty sure I do not want to walk into that bar again...ever. Sorry Mason, maybe next trip. No updates on Mob yet today. If I don't hear anything I will try to call him tomorrow.

Friday Afternoon
I don't end up going home because of work. We are super busy and I know Monday will only suck even worse if I don't stay here and work overtime. MNS and I email back and forth in the late afternoon. I tell him I'm not going home and he says he's sorry I can't go home because he knows I wanted to but he's happy because he really wants to see me. Well, hopefully he comes through on that. We've never spent any time together over the weekend. Usually our talk is minimal on the weekends as well. It would be a pleasant surprise to spend some time with him where neither of us had to jump out of bed and run off to work. For a minute I think about what that would be like. Just lying there and talking and having sex and talking and having sex with no time constraints. *sigh* It's a beautiful dream. And maybe I'll hit the lottery too. They both seem equally likely.

Friday Night
Nothing from MNS. I drink wine with Yommey and Fair. I text Mob because I haven't heard from him. His crazy baby mama responds not to text his phone anymore. I tell her to fuck off and we go a few rounds and then she gives up. Somedays she just makes it way too easy to get my bitch on. Q texts me and I reply "just go away".