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Texts/phone calls with Q and Mex most of Friday. Was supposed to meet Mex at 6:30 Friday night for our dinner date. He called at 5:30 and said his nephews were still there but should be picked up by 6:30 or so cuz his sister went to the 4:30 movie. He says to leave at 6:30 instead of get there at 6:30. Fine. I leave my house at 6:30 and I'm just getting off his exit when he calls. Did you get my message? No. As I say no, my phone beeps that I have a message. Frickin' Sprint. Mex says that his nephews are still at his house and his sister isn't answering her cell phone yet. Ok...I ask if there is any place by his house I could chill at until they are gone. He says not really (and there's not) so i'm like, no big deal, I'll just pull over and wait since it shouldn't be long. He says he's going to run the boys to their house rather than waiting for his sister to come pick them up and he should be back in like 20 minutes. So I chill in the car and smoke and wait. Remember, he doesn't have a cell phone, which has annoyed me on other occassions as well. I wait until 7:30, drive by his house and it's dark. I try calling and he doesn't answer. F this. I'm going home. He calls on saturday and he's so sorry and there was drama and they didn't get home until 10:30 and blah blah blah. I tell him he's rude and should've called. He said he tried but he couldn't remember my number and some weird lady kept answering. I tell him he needs to put my number in his wallet or get a cell phone or forget about me. Those are his options.

Q is on overdrive all Friday night and early Saturday morning how he's so excited to come see me and cannot wait. Well, about noon he calls all pissed off cuz his brothers car won't start cuz it's so cold and so he's taking Q's to work today and tomorrow. Meaning, Q has no way to get there. I'm like, whatever. He asks me to come get him but I say no. I'm not driving an hour and a half each way to come get you and take you back tomorrow. Sorry, dude. All day saturday he's trying to talk me into coming to get him. I tell him we'll just meet another weekend.

Both Mex and Q were up my butt all day Sunday, groveling. I really like talking to Mex but I have to make a point that what happened Friday night was fucked up and will not be tolerated again. Q was texting me non-stop and maybe I'll regret it later but I just wasn't feeling up to communicating. I was too tired too care and didn't pay either of them much attention. Oh, and Vanilla IM'd me on Saturday afternoon to say he was sorry and he didn't know how to handle things and was embarassed by the way he acted and really wants to be friends, blah blah blah. Dr called yesterday to meet up while he was in town but I was tired and not feeling like being bothered by anyone. I just wanted to chill at the house and recover from the party I went to Saturday night. So of my three dates I had set up for this weekend, not a single one panned out. Not very good odds on my part. You would think I could've gotten 1 out of 3 to be a success. I’m not whining, mind you. I actually had a really fun weekend, all things considered. And Yommey’s new man took us out to dinner Saturday night, drove us home after the party in a mini blizzard and took us to breakfast Sunday morning so that was awesome. I got some rewards of a date but didn’t have to deal with my own guy so really, it looks like I totally won on that one!

Guess we'll just have to wait and see what this weekend brings. I'm pretty much annoyed in general and stressed about switching jobs tomorrow so I'm not sure any of these guys really know what they're signing up for by trying to spend time with me this week. Plus, I'm broken so I'm crabby anyway at this time of the month. I might be best to push everyone off until Spring.