The Calm Before The Storm?

WEDNESDAY
Talked to Mex on the way to work and the way home. We discuss going to get a drink together when he gets back from seeing his sister in the hospital. He says to hang tight and he should be done by 7 and will call me. He doesn't call. Guess maybe I'll meet him next week. Or never.

Texts with Q all day long long and all night. He's way too sweet. I hope he's as good in person because I could really get used to being treated like that again. If there is any chemistry in person I think we will be golden. Right now the plan is for him to come at 3 on Saturday.

Missed a call from Teej. He sent me a text too. Nothing major. Just asking what I've been up to and how I am. Tempting to call him back because it's been a hot minute since I got some play but right now I need to focus on Mex and Q. I will text him back as a friend and nicely dodge his advances, just incase I need an emergency booty call anytime soon.

Overall, a pretty quiet week on the boy front. For the first time in a long time, I'm really glad for that. I have way too much other stuff going on in my life that I need to focus on right now. New job, money, losing a couple tons off this ever-expanding humongo ass of mine. Thinking I might join the gym again.

THURSDAY
Well, what do you know? I joined the gym. Now, I just have to remember to drive there and utilize it. I think I will take some naked pictures of the wave pool of Jell-O that I call my ass and thighs and post them around my room. That should be enough to get me to the gym...or make me bulimic from vomiting every time I look at them. Good times, good times.

I'm at work today. You know, the new job that totally blows a goat? Anyway, I'm in a training session and I see a guy walk past the door. I swear to god it's Luck. Nah, can't be. How would he go from managing a porn store to working in construction to doing home mortgage? I text him on my break and tell him I just saw his twin. On my next break I'm walking out and checking me phone and I run smack dab into him. What the french toast are you doing here? He says he works here. Started Monday. I find this very odd. He seems distracted so I go about my business. I see him again later and ask him about his new haircut and the live-in girlfriend. I tell him I liked his hair better how he had it before. He's kind of being a dick so I walk away. Then I text him that he shouldn't be a dick to me. He apologizes in a way only Luck can. When I'm leaving for the night I see him walking towards me and turn and head the opposite direction. I realize he has some serious girlfriend or whatever and doesn't need his old booty call friend but remember who gave you a place to live when you were homeless for a weekend and took care of that huge, stupid dog of yours and fed you and helped you out? Yeah, me, jackass. You snub me another day at work and I will write you off for eternity. Trust that.