Who's got the shakes now?

SUNDAY
Random texts throughout the day with Mason. Again he's busy with the kids and I'm bonding with the family. I'm so ready to hear from him though by the time 6 pm rolls around. I'm chomping at the bit. Our communication Saturday and Sunday has been minimal due to busy schedules and I'm missing talking to him. Ok, I admit, not minimal by normal standards but minimal by ours for sure.

Vanilla is still on a mission to spend some time with me. I tell him maybe after the holidays. I don't think he really liked that but that's the best I could do. I'm going to be gone the next two weekends and very busy. I like the guy as a person and we have a great time in the bedroom but right now I have other priorities to take care of and other people on my mind. I shall keep him in the pocket if he wants to stay active. If not, he's welcome to retire.

Finally around 10 I get a text from Mason asking if I'm still awake. He just got the kids to bed and wants to chat. I call him and we talk for about half an hour. It's short and sweet and just what I need to drift off to dream.

MONDAY
Mason is swamped at work and we only exchange a few good morning wishes via text. Then he texts to tell me his boss blows the goat and he has to go in for a few hours on Saturday. He's not happy. I'm not happy. But I'm going up there Friday night regardless. We'll figure out something for me to do while he's at work on Saturday. And, well, if Friday night would blow for some reason then his having to work wouldn't be an issue anyway. Not that I think Friday night will go badly but one can never tell.

Pella texts me to complain about the football game between our teams yesterday. Of course, mine won and he's ticked. Ha! I ask him if we are still on for Wednesday night. He says he can't because his son has something at school that night and he's staying with him this week. I write back ok. He writes back to tell me he's really sorry. I don't respond. Sounds like a blow off to me. And well, in reality, if it is a blow off and I know it, shouldn't I be more upset if I really cared? Yeah, I don't really. Yes, we had a great date and a lot of fun but I think my mind is a little preoccupied with Mason and perhaps I'm better just focusing on one at a time. No harm, no foul. I will see you if I see you.