Ho Ho Ho-lidays

After our little get together I had to field a dozen inquiries regarding Vanilla and I. No, we are not back together and have no plans to be. He tried to get me to come over all day on Sunday but I was tired. Talked to Law on the phone and he kinda creeped me out. Spent the week at my parents house. Emails and texts with Mason, Kong and Bagley. Holiday wishes from Ronnie, Teej, Luck, BigBoi, etc. Christmas day talked to Mob for awhile. Friday morning as I sat contemplating my anorexic love life who should pop up on messenger but Mr. No Show. We talked most of the morning. I don't know why I love talking to him so much. The little bastard just knows exactly what to say. But I know there is no us and no future so what's the point? It's a quick fix band-aid on something that needs stitches.


I am so not looking forward to New Years Eve. I'm not a big fan of the holiday to start with. Alone, the holiday sucks even worse. Plus, I had a rocking New Years last year with my friends and Dick and this one is not looking to top that by any means. I guess I'm just feeling a little lonely. It happens over the holidays. My brother and his wife are having a party and I need to make an appearance but everyone else that will be there is a married couple. That will be awesome. Sense my sarcasm there? Thick as peanut butter. Everyone wonders how I can be lonely when I have a couple in the pockets. Well, those guys are like lint in my pockets. They are not substantial or relavent or dependable. They are just floating around with no forward progress. They're kinda like gnats at this point and are annoying me more than anything. Oh well. What's a girl to do? I think get me a nice big bottle of champagne and break in the new year thankful I'm not with any of the assholes from the past. I'm better alone than getting jerked over by Von or Dutchboy or BHA. Yes, I think that's a stellar plan. Unless of course Mr. No Show decided to sweep me off my feet...HA! Ok, looks like me and some champagne. Dick Clark won't have nothing on my rocking New Years Eve.

Emails with Mr. No Show this morning. He seems to be a bit crabby as well. IM's with Bagley. He's hinting around my plans for tomorrow night.