A Wonderful Wintry Weekend

FRIDAY
Texts and emails with Kong, Law & Bagley. Vanilla wants me to come see him. Von finally calls and says he will bring the boys over. We have a blast. I give them their Christmas presents and we watch movies and play with playdough and hang out. It's awesome. Von can barely look at me when he comes to pick up the kids. I wish I could see the kids without seeing him.

SATURDAY
Texts with Kong. He says he's coming to the party tonight but I know he won't. Texts with Bagley. He's so sweet it's ridiculous. Everyone shows up for the party and we have a blast. Mason texts me to see what I'm doing. I tell him I will call him later. Vanilla comes and acts like he's my boyfriend. I actually think he was jealous of my friend Bo. Too funny. By the end of the night he is sitting next to me on the couch while we play games with his hand on my knee or on my back every time I move. He lingers as people leave and I can tell he wants to me to ask him to stay. It's tempting. It's comfortable. It's cold out and I know we would have a good time but I don't want any confusion just because we've been drinking and it's the holidays and a lonely time. He calls me when he gets home and asks why I didn't want him to stay. I tell him it's not that I didn't want him to stay, I just didn't know if it was a good idea. He asks if he can see me tomorrow. I tell him to call me when he gets off work. I try calling MOB before I go to bed but he doesn't answer. I shoot Kong a text and tell him thanks for stopping by. Jackass.