I'm Not Gonna Slaughter Your Rabbit, Fool.

The weekend was what has become the norm. Texts and broken promises from MNS that he will come see me soon and how much he misses me. Still another weekend without him. Although he did call me again which made me happy. That's a sad statement, isn't it? A call from him, something he should probably be doing on a regular basis anyway, made me happy. Friday was a little rocky for MNS and I as he had a softball game that night and I wanted him to invite me. He didn't. He tried to make me feel bad for making him feel bad for not inviting me. Huh? How the hell does that work? Friday night I spend hanging out with the girls at the club where Balls works. Everyone there thinks I'm his girlfriend. He doesn't correct them and it's kind of weird to me. Yommey and I get drunk and Balls and his buddy have to drive us home. I get some sweet kisses and then sent to my room to sleep alone. Which is, of course, a good thing. When I get into bed I send MNS a text that says "you know, you probably shouldn't be a dick to me. just a thought."

SATURDAY

I'm awakened at 5:43 by a barrage of texts from MNS asking how he was a dick to me and what that was supposed to mean. Seriously, if you have to ask how you were a dick to me, you have more issues than I thought. He asks again what my text meant and if I were threatening him. I said "yep, I'm gonna go Fatal Attraction on you. Lock up your bunnies." What the fuck? I'm just telling you to be nice to me. If I was going to out you I would've done it by now and could've done it a million times. Do you not remember that I have your home phone number, address, wife's name and social? Please, homeslice. Give your mistress some credit here. If I thought that outting you might help me get my way I would probably dab a little evil on my face and consider it long and hard but I don't see that bringing me the end result I desire. We text throughout the morning and he tells me how he is going to come see me after work. Yeah, we'll see, won't we?

Talk to Balls pretty much non-stop all day and every day. The weekends are no different. He calls just to hear my voice and ask me how my day is going. Sounds like something someone else should be doing. Are you taking notes MNS? I continue talking to two other randoms that I have not yet named.

MNS does not show up after work and when I try calling him at 7, his phone is off, meaning, I will not hear anymore from him tonight. Mother trucker. Balls wants me to come see him at work but I don't feel like leaving the house and none of my posse is up for going out.

SUNDAY

Numerous texts from Balls and the other two randoms. A few from Marine. MNS sends me a text in the afternoon that says "what's up babe? I'm missin you so much!" I write back and ask him if he misses me enough to come see me today. He doesn't answer.