Another First

WEDNESDAY

The day was fine. Chatted with Balls and a few randoms. Got an email from BHA (Big Headed Ass from days gone by). What the hell is that about? Nice to hear from you and glad you're well but we are so not going to be hanging out anytime soon. I still don't trust you, think you're arrogant and have not changed my mind on having your baby. Hazel Eyes texts me and tells me he's coming to town for the weekend and he wants to see me. I tell him that sounds cool. He asks if he can have me all to himself while he's here. That is highly unlikely but I would like to see him for a little bit. He tells me how much he misses me and can't wait to see me. We will see if he really shows up or not. He's beyond flaky and hasn't made it to my town in over a year.

MNS texts me in the afternoon and I'm a bit snippy with him. I tell him I'll just throw his birthday present in his truck since he has no time to come see me...ever. In his defense the man works from 5:30 in the morning until god knows when at night and I know he's tired but I need a little effort. I told him he needs to start thinking about me like a championship softball game that he can't miss, no excuses. He said that was true. Well, duh. I should be more important than that but whatever. He's a man who loves playing sports and his stupid job. What can I do but be a woman and get really crabby and make him feel like crap about it? Apparently, it worked. MNS and I had another first. I know, I know, slow your roll, right? First he calls me this weekend and then...he came over after work. Yep, he came by to see me after a hard days work before he went home. He told me he couldn't stay long and I said that I didn't expect him too. I just wanted to see him. So he came over on his way home and I gave him his birthday presents...which he loved. He read my card, which I signed "love" with a cute little message and gave me a big hug and a kiss. I had to prod him to continue to the good stuff inside the bag. Then I gave him a different kind of birthday present that you just can't wrap up with a bow. Ends up he gave me a present right back. It was awesome. Once we were done giving it to each other we had about 3 minutes to cuddle and talk before he had to go. I didn't even want to talk. I just wanted to lay there for a second in his arms, despite it being about 300 degrees in my room. As I'm walking him out my phone goes off for the 4th time in 20 minutes and he reminds me in a very sarcastic manner that I better "check that quick" because it seems like someone is dying to talk to me. I give him a playful shove and tell him to hush himself. He gives me a quick kiss and disappears out the door.

All my missed texts are from Balls. He is on it like blue bonnet and the second I reply to his texts I have an immediate response. I can't believe how sweet he is sometimes or how jealous. It's a bit amusing to me that he can be so jealous and protective of me when we are just friends. If only MNS had a fraction of that jealousy and possessive feelings towards me. That would be nice. I know that's not his style but still, show a girl some love, would ya?

I fall asleep early and miss texts from Balls, BHA and Hazel Eyes.