Happy VD

It's Friday the 13th and Valentine's Day Eve. What a great combo. I'm not really sure what this valentines day will bring me. I'm trying to recall the last really great VD I had. Wow, sadly I think it was 2005. It was mine and Von's first one together. He bought me a beautiful diamond tennis bracelet, a purse and a ton of stuff from bath and body works. We spent the day in bed, only getting up to eat and go smoke. He gave me a card in which he had listed all the reasons and little things he loved about me and told me I was his angel and I had saved his life. It was the first day we talked about getting married and having a future together. It was a great day. Wow. The last great VD I can remember was 4 years ago? That's just sad. I don't even remember last year. I know it couldn't have been as bad as 2007. Weird that I don't recall it though. I know Dick and I had just broken up. I'm sure I was pining over Mr. No Show. Guessing me and Yommey went out and got drunk and raised some hell. That's my best guess.

Tonight Q is coming. I haven't gotten him anything. Don't know what to get him. I mean, of course I'll go grab a card. He says he doesn't want anything but me. He asks me what I want and I say nothing. Of course, if he doesn't get me anything I will be secretely disappointed. It doesn't have to be big or expensive but he needs to think of something from the heart. I can't get mad, per say, since I told him I didn't want anything but all men should know by now that's a total lie. I'm going to make him a romantic dinner tomorrow night and give him a couple presents in bed. Perhaps I'll come up with something else cool before then too.

Mason text me last night. He wanted to know how my week was going. He asked if I got the valentine he sent me yet. I say the postman must've stolen it. He calls the postman a scoundrel and a bastard. He says he's just going to drink the weekend away like it's any other day. I don't tell him the boy is coming. He doesn't ask what I'm doing so I figure I don't need to share.

Kong began texting me this morning too. I haven't heard from him in a few weeks. He says his cousin died and he'll be spending VD at his funeral. I tell him I'm sorry and to let me know if he needs anything.

A text from Mob too. I ask him how he is. He writes that he's ok but wishes he could be with me and then he'd be even better. He tells me he loves me and to be good this weekend. He has no idea I have Q. In his head I will be sitting around and thinking about him.

I wonder if I'll hear from any other boys this weekend...not that I need to or hope to. Just curious to see who's thinking of me and who's not.