Thursday, April 23, 2009

Are You For Real?!?!

Ok, so remember how I poured my heart out to MNS in my letter to him Tuesday? How I pretty much told him I love him and don't want to live without him but I will if I have to? That he needs to give me the things I need and a timeline on when we can really be together? Well, I didn't expect a reply for a few days. My friends made their wagers on the day he would reply and Yommey won. He replied last night and I almost wish he hadn't. When my phone alerted me I had an email from him I almost had a coronary. I was scared to read it but there was no reason to be. Here's what he wrote to my long and beautiful email that I spent hours on. Prepare yourself...

MNS: I will get back to you on that tomorrow. Miss you!!

What in the flying fuck?! That's it? That's all you got? I will get back to you tomorrow? I'm not asking for a reservation for two at a fancy restaurant! I'm asking for your heart and your soul and a commitment to us and you will get back to me on that tomorrow? I am completely flabbergasted. I'm speechless and we know that never happens. I know he's probably getting ready to leave work and thought he was doing a good thing by recognizing that he got the email and planned to reply but dang! I write him back.

Me: Are you for real? I just poured my heart out to you. Wow. Well I guess I will wait for tomorrow for a response and by tomorrow you better not mean in five days.

Yommey, Apprentice and Fair all think it's a good thing. How can this be a good thing? I'm bafflfed. They see it as positive that he acknowledged receiving the email and that he did plan to respond when he had time or after he could think about it. Plus, he could've just wrote, I'm sorry, I can't. So I guess that's kind of true. But for me, I just want to know and I want to know now. Yes, you can do it or no you can't. And the "miss you!"...well, that's just mean. Keeping me strung along when you know how much I adore you. He knows I miss him every single flippin' day. I feel like now he's just toying with me. And he should miss me. I haven't heard shit from him since Friday and that was another two liner. You're about to miss me in a big way, mister, if you don't pull your head out of your ass and get a plan. We will see if he actually does "get back to me" on it or not today. If he's smart, he will and it will be well past a two sentence email and explanation, unless it just says "I left her last night. I'm all yours." That's about the only two sentence response I'm going to accept at this point.

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